When I smile ,I cry !!!!!!!!

Each tear has it's own story.A story of love,hatred, agony or maybe of repentence. But after analysing the pain of my burning eyes  I realized that when I smile, I cry.Each of my smile leads to a tear.A tear which tears me apart as well as my happiness , my hopes. Last day, I laughed as much as I could and felt as if all the happiness of the world is in my court now. But,God's pen,my destiny,was angry with me.

I had to pay for each of my smile and laughter with my every tear drop.The pain of each tear indicated that trust of mine which was breaking slowly and slowly as if darkness was wrapping the sun's rays in it's utter gloominess.I watched the darkness win over the light and shattering me from inside.Though it is not the end, but I know when I smile ....... I cry !!!!!