When I smile ,I cry !!!!!!!!

Each tear has it's own story.A story of love,hatred, agony or maybe of repentence. But after analysing the pain of my burning eyes  I realized that when I smile, I cry.Each of my smile leads to a tear.A tear which tears me apart as well as my happiness , my hopes. Last day, I laughed as much as I could and felt as if all the happiness of the world is in my court now. But,God's pen,my destiny,was angry with me.

I had to pay for each of my smile and laughter with my every tear drop.The pain of each tear indicated that trust of mine which was breaking slowly and slowly as if darkness was wrapping the sun's rays in it's utter gloominess.I watched the darkness win over the light and shattering me from inside.Though it is not the end, but I know when I smile ....... I cry !!!!!

D first look :) Part 2

So now Deepika and Masao advanced hurriedly towards the parking lot. Deepika was in a haste and a lot of worry too, just for a bracelet. Actually, this bracelet was gifted by Masao. So it ment a lot for her.She had few but really good friends. So everything related to it was very special. Now , in a haste both were talking and walking (yeah that rhymes) . Deepika was also busy searching her bag for the lost bracelet. As both of them turned left from the tall pillar.

Deepika : I ' m sorry. I had not seen you !!!!!!!!


Yeah ... you might have guessed till now. She was busy looking in her bag and hit the same smart masculine body. Now let me describe that hunk for u . He wore white shirt on blue denim , perfectly tall, had head phones in his ear ....... maybe listening to linkin park :) , was fair in complexion and had rosy lips ..........
Now his character : soft spoken, intelligent, just finished his 12 th and came here for short holiday.

Getting back to the story ,

Stranger : How can you afford not to see me ????
Masao had her mouth wide open ..................... yeah the dude was really smart. He was devilishly handsome.

Deepika : I m so sorry ...... I .. I ........

And the girl gets lost in the brown eyes ..........

Ofcourse not !!!!! she says sorry and rushes back to the parking lot for the bracelet which she still cannot find :( 

The First Look :) part 1

A red top with blue denim .......... that was what Deepika chose for the day. She was already late by 10 minutes so she hurriedly parked her vehicle and moved towards the entrance where she was supposed to join her other friends . In her haste she dropped her favorite bracelet gifted to her by her masao. Maybe she dropped it near  the parking... even I don't know . Who cares !!!!!

Anyways ........ she reached the entrance and saw masao looking at her and smiling sweetly. Now the conversation is as follows :-

Masao    : So !!! someone is looking like a rose today :P

Deepika : Ohhh !!!!! I should better go home then . I don' t want guys staring at me and you cursing me                               

               secretly :) 

2nd friend : Oh yes ....... you are looking good. And you too ......... now can we get going ????? It's already    

                  late. 

So now Deepika and her friends began walking and exploring the mall. There is not much to do except eating in the restaurant and checking out guys . But let's see what these girls had on their minds .

Deepika   : So what are we up to today ???

1st friend : We will be eating at "FOOD House " (that's a restaurant) and then truth and dare or maybe only

                  dare and then we will get back home. 

2nd Friend : A little of girls talk also ............................... you know what I mean :) 

Masao      : I know exactly what you mean and I also know what will that lead too ..............

As their conversation was turning into a totally unimaginable conversation ...... Deepika cried .....

Deepika    : OH my hell !!!   I ..... I ...... I dropped that bracelet .........shit man !!!!!

Masao      : The one that I gave u ????????? How da........

Deepika    : I don't know where  ......

1 st friend  : Ummm .......... you might have dropped it somewhere ???? 

Deepika    : Yeah I remember I had it when I was driving and then .......... I had put it in my bag when I was  

                   stuffing my headphones into the bag . Let me check my bag ................... 

After few seconds ...................

Deepika   : Masao , are you going to kill me ??? 

Masao : Gosh !!!! when will you learn to be responsible with my things ............... never mind was just a

              bracelet . 

Deepika : No. It was important for me . Let's go to the parking lot and check . 

2nd friend : Ok . We will meet you at d restaurant then. cool ?

So , Deepika and masao now hurriedly leave towards the parking lot. 

I will continue writing ................ just a little tired 

                 

I Trust You !!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is in continuation to the story I left behind , unfinished. 


" I do trust you. But the thing is that I have my own limitations. I can't go out like this. Bunking my classes everyday just to hang out with my buddies and you know how much course is left". These were the words  that Deepika uttered silently to her friend Masao on the phone . To which Masao replied " hey!!! it's just me and you and girls ............ I know it's  14 TH  FEB. but we all had planned this one. So you can't just drop the plan . OK. We'll go to the mall and return soon. Join me sharp at  4. Bye."
Saying this she hung up. Deepika was worried because she never used to bunk classes and go out with friends. And it was obviously  Valentine's day.  


But she knew she had to go. So she dressed up and headed towards the mall on her vehicle ............................





now here comes the interesting part ............................ wait till I post again :) 

Your Life Matters

My heart it feels sorry for those who consider sorrow as their destiny in life.

I came across few incidents today, that shook my life real hard.

Often we fall to understand how important  we are to others .......how much some one can love us , be it our family , friends , juniors who look at us for guidance.

Wat I mean to say is that please  consider others while taking important  decisions in your  life .

Life matters and  every single human , whether good or bad , dumb or intelligent , rich or poor matters .

Akhir hum sab ek hi piece hai is duniya me . hum jaisa koi nai .

Learn to respect your life and others who love you.

Hope this goes into your head ( for all , not for any individual in particular)